Musing- 16

 My heart is not doing very well today, nor are my sinuses. It's the changing weather.

I'm waiting for a report to be prepared and brought to me in my chamber. I have a few letters and books waiting to be read on the table. But I prefer not to.

I would simply be lying if I say I have nothing specific to write about. But that's the thing with people like me, our lives and words both tend to be cryptic. 

I remember talking to a friend on a similar afternoon and telling him that if ever I write my mind truly, it would be my best work, also my last. I don't think he understood.

It amuses me how i continue to function in situations and circumstances my younger self would probably choke in. I think this is what they call adulting. So as I continue to breathe at my workplace, I can be acknowledged as an adult.

The phone is buzzing with a call. I have not been taking any calls since morning. I stare at the screen untill the call ends. The screen lights again, I pick it up this time. It's from a work senior. My acknowledgement as an adult is long due now.

What did you do on a bad day as a child? I used to have ice cream and watch TV, simple! 

What do you do on a bad day as an adult? I have Chinese food and watch YouTube videos, simple!

I have postponed a lot of things till the end of the day. 

If only I could postpone everything. 

My eyes turn watery as I sneeze. My heart is not doing very well today, nor are my sinuses. It's the changing weather.